Waterfront

On the 27/07/2009
My bf tell me that he want to go to waterfront to take pictures with some friends....
I jump up when my dad say want to bring me there...
When we reach there,
we can only see people everywhere...
and I said to myself that...
Am I going to meet him in this crowded place??
I dint look for him purposely,
I look at the beautiful ship...
then...when i turn over to look for my dad,
I saw him!!!
I continue with my photographing...
Then, we start to move away from the place...
Trying to have a walk around...
Then, I saw him again!!!
I look quietly at him with a smile...
suddenly he turn back too...
then he said to me:
Nah, since you so eng, help me take the tripod...
So, here I am walking around with his tripod...=.=lll
He walk away with Nian Han...
Suddenly,
the rain start...
but we decided to hide under the roof...
Watching fireworks...
Included my favorite...LOVE shape fireworks...
After that,
while wanted to go home...
Shun n I meet again for the 3rd times!!!
Wow, God..tell me please...is this call缘分???
I speak to myself softly...
Then, dad snap...when we are not prepare...OMG!!!

My Jordon

My Jordon grow bigger now...
Notice that??hehe...^^

用错了

温柔应该是个美丽的词汇...而,体贴应该是一种真正的关切...

但是,造成了很多误会...例如:"你是在管我吗?"...我的问题就在，我只是在关心他，但是语气用错了。所以他感觉我是在管他...这是因为我用错了方式...可是事实是我只是单纯的在关心他,没有别的意识...大家都知道我是个内向的小女人...我内心的尖叫,内心的话,内心的针扎,等等...谁知呢?你的改变使我感到很难过,一直想办法怎么帮你,你才会好一点呢?也许我的温柔我的体贴过了火,是我用错了次数...可是我真的只是想要关心你给你温暖...你了解吗?请你不要再误会我了好吗?

自从,你生了大病后...我害怕你会再次生病,所以增加了我对你的关心,加多一点温柔和体贴...我也没有想太多,只想让你知道不管发生什么事我都会在你身边陪你...而且,你说你就是喜欢我关心你温柔与体贴,发现你真心的呵护和珍惜我...所以,我以为我在加倍,你更会加倍呵护和珍惜我...没想到你会把我的加倍关心变成了控制...这真的是让我难过不已,心如刀割...也许,我应该收回我的加倍关心,像之前一样的分量吧?刚刚好就好了...是吗?

我每天都会看你为我写的"小小幸福"...我跟你一样表达能力不好...我看了真的很感动...多希望时间就停在那时候...我每晚的祈祷都希望上帝帮我告诉你我的真心,希望你会知道我内心的话...每天想起我们快乐的时光,我都会希望永远就留在那时候好了...其实,我内心是有很多话的...我真的不知道要怎样说出口...只好留给自己了...你的每句话每句承诺我都没忘记...一直都在我的脑袋里......

Dear,请你了解我...请你原谅我的表达能力,关心的次数...最后,我还是要澄清一下,我只是关心你,想给你温暖...不是要控制你....:'(
我爱你。

Mama Mama

*Mama Mama　別再唸我
　你愛的方式往往讓我想閃躲
　不是誰的錯　只不過我有我的世界
　一個對誰都太新的世界

　Mama Mama　找點事做
　不應該是我　填滿你全部的生活
　你不會失去我　雖然我有秘密不說*

開心的時候是大晴天
擠在人群中我的看見
自信的笑容　誰能不被打動

沮喪的時候是下雨天
無能為力渺小的感覺
疲倦上鎖　我確定你也幫不了我

What u gonna say when I get to your face
What u gonna say when I get to your face
What u gonna say when I get to your face
Your face face face

熱戀的時候是大晴天
他突然就親吻了我的臉
心跳到胸口　幸福只屬於我

失戀的時候是下雨天
被全世界拋棄的感覺
心碎的感受　我確定你也救不了我

What u gonna say when I get to your face
What u gonna say when I get to your face
What u gonna say when I get to your face
Your face face face

REPEAT *

自我感覺良好是因為我決定未來
自我感覺更好是因為我誰都不甩
Lalalalala　Lalalalala
Lalalalala　誰我都不甩

REPEAT *

Sad to DEATH

Tears are words that heart can't express


True love is when you shed a tear and still want each other

Mauritius

While watching Animal Planet on ASTRO, I can't get my eyes off the screen when I saw an island in Africa called: Mauritius. It was so beautiful and romantic...Suddenly, it pops up in my head that if I got money, I want to go there for holiday...So, when I reach home, I look for articles about that beautiful island which take my heart away!^^
I would like to share with my friends outside about this "wonderland"...

























History of Mauritius:
The island was known by Arab and Austronesian sailors as early as the 10th century. The Portuguese sailors first visited it in 1507 and established a visiting base leaving the island uninhabited. Three ships of the eight Dutch Second Fleet that were sent to the Spice Islands were blown off course during a cyclone and landed on the island in 1598, naming it in honour of Prince Maurice of Nassau, the Stadtholder of the Netherlands. In 1638, the Dutch established the first permanent settlement. Because of tough climatic conditions including cyclones and the deterioration of the settlement, the Dutch abandoned the island some decades later. France, which already controlled the neighbouring Île Bourbon (now Réunion) seized Mauritius in 1715 and later renamed it Île de France (Isle of France). Under French rule, the island developed a prosperous economy based on sugar production. In the Napoleonic Wars (1803-1815) the British set out to gain control of the island. Despite winning the Battle of Grand Port, Napoleon's only naval victory over the British, the French surrendered to a British invasion at Cap Malheureux three months later. They formally surrendered on 3 December 1810, on terms allowing settlers to keep their land and property and to use the French language and law of France in criminal and civil matters. Under British rule, the island's name reverted to the original Mauritius.






















Beach scenery~~



Island scenery~~~



















Dodo bird~~

** The island of Mauritius is renowned for having been the only known home of the dodo. First sighted by Europeans around 1600 on Mauritius, the dodo became extinct less than eighty years later.

Dear & Jordon

I found out that my bf miss Jordon so much...
since we are banded to bring him to market...
So, on the 11/07/09...
I bring Jordon over for a while to let him hold Jordon...
I hope that my bf will be happy...
Then he told me that he was happy and touch...
"Jordon is much bigger and fatter now...don't let him eat a lot..." he said
"3 times a day only...scare that he will hungry.." I answered

Yummy

Haha....

09/07/09 my bf cook me dinner....
Actually it is quite nice....
not salty & not oily...

All About Jordon

All about my playful cute Jordon......












Chase Tina around.......

Remember

After finish my assignment...

The memory flash into my mind...
Remember that on the 1st date u brought me a big brunch of blue roses...
A big warm hug n a safe kiss u give to me...
and the word: "I LOVE u, Dear..."

The original Blue Roses from dear

and it is place in a vase

"I LOVE U, Dear..."
"Dear, LOVE U too"

Gal & Boy thoughts

I found this is so true from a site....Every couples must read though...
















女人重视感情，交流，美和分享。她们花很多时间在相互帮助和相互安慰上。她们的自我价值是通过感觉和相处的好坏来定义的。只有分享和交流才使她们感到满足。当别人谈话时，她们从来不提供答案。耐心地倾听别人的谈话，理解别人的感觉，是她们爱和尊重别人的表示。

男人碰到问题时，不轻易说出来，他会将问题留给自己。只有当他需要从别人那里得到答案时，他才跟别人说。所以，一旦他跟别人谈论自己的问题，便意味着请求答案。因此当女人跟他说她的问题时，他自然以为她也在请求答案。他向她提供他的答案，那是他爱她帮助她的举动。

　　可是他发现，她得到他的答案后，并没有像他所期望那样感觉开始变好。这时，他便很难再继续听下去。因为他的答案被拒绝了，这让他感到自己的无能。其实，女人谈论问题是为了感情上的勾通，而不是为了答案，只要男人用心去听，表示他的关注，她就会感觉好起来。

和在洞穴里的男人相处是很困难的。这时侯的他，冷漠，疏远，自私。如果他回家后对女人说出他的问题，那么她也许会好受些。但是他不说，她会觉得他不关心她，不理睬她。

　　女人以为男人也会跟她们一样，心里有问题就讲出来。在她们看来，和另一个人讲出自己的问题，是对那人的信任，而不是负担和责任。因此他不对她讲，同时也伤害了她。

了解到男人的这种反应是他应付压力的方式，而不是冲着她的，会有助于女人度过这种困难时候。当然这并不意味她的痛苦就完全消失。男人应意识到自己在洞穴里时是如何的冷漠，他要理解她的痛苦感觉是正当的。她有权力说出这种感觉，如同他有权力进入他的洞穴一样。如果她的这种感觉也不被理解，那么她的伤害就很难彻底得到医治。

　　当女人遇到压力时，她会一下子不知所措，情绪波动。这时她会在信任的人面前将烦恼说出来。谈论是女人应付压力的自然健康反应。当她感到她的话被人听进去了，她的感觉就会好起来。

当女人说：“你从来就没爱过我”，男人也许会回答说：“什么叫‘从来不’？”于是一场争执在所难免。为了强调她的感觉，女 人说话时喜欢用“从来不”、“一点儿也不”、“总是”等一类的词。她不要你去抠字眼，她希望你从中了解她的感觉。男人在听到这样的话后，可参考下面的“金 火词典”，理解她的真正含意，从而作出积极的回答。

女人的情绪像波。当她在波峰时，她给出许多爱，对得到的爱也心存感激。但她的情绪会突然一下子降到波谷，这时的她，内心空虚，需要用爱来充满，可是这时的她，也许没有能力感激得到的爱。不过，这种下降是暂时的。一旦击到谷底，她的感觉会开始变好，情绪会自动上升。

男人要知道，当女人往谷底降时，这是她最需要他的时候，需要他给出无条件的爱。她需要他跟她一起朝下走，听她的絮叨，分担她的感情。她不需要他向她解释她不应该朝下落。他不要阻止她的下降，把她从半空中提起。她没有破碎，她只是需要他的爱，耐心和理解。

　男人还要知道，即使他支持她，她并不一定会马上感觉好起来。她也许会感觉更糟。这实际上是她得到他的支持标志，他的支持帮助她一落到底。只要到底，她的感觉就会好起来，情绪开始上升。

　女人上来后，她又变得可爱悦人。男人通常这时以为，使她下降的那些问题已得到解决。但当她的波又下降时，他发现同样的问题又出现了。他有点不可思议，他觉得这些问题已被解决了。

　是什么样的感觉打扰她呢？不安全感，焦虑，不满，困惑，疲倦，绝望，伤感，疑虑等等。如果男人以为他的一次爱的支持就会永久解决女人的这些问题，那他是太天真了。

男人要让女人感觉到她能安全地经历这种波动，否则她会假装一切都一直很好，而压抑自己的负面的感情。负面感情被压抑，正面的感情也同样受到压抑。避免争吵当然是好的，但不是以压抑感情为代价。而且压是压不住的，最终她还会落入谷底，并也许会一发不可收拾。

　那么，如果波谷和疏远同时出现怎么办？男人想要空间，女人想要相伴。这时男人可以从这三方面支持女人：首 先，你要接受你自己，不能听时，别拭图听她的；其次，你要理解，这时她所需要的比你能给出的多，她的痛苦是合理的；最后，避免争执，告诉她，等你回来后你 就能给她应得的支持和爱。

女人有个爱的桶，就跟汽油桶一样，它需要被一次一次地充满。做许多小事是充满女人的爱桶的秘诀。　女人天生会感激男人为她做的小事，这是男人的福份。唯一的例外是，当她觉得分数很不平等时。这时女人不感到男人爱她，她有不满，她已经给了他多于他给出的。这种怨恨情绪妨碍了她感激小事情的能力。


God, bless all couples for an everlasting love.....

Very Disappointed

It is my bad day today.......
I am so sad till no mood to do anything....
Tears automatically will drop down my checks....
Thinking of what is happening....:(
I am sure that I am not wrong at all....

I am so disappointed that he lied to me........
He break all his promise...
No one know how is my feeling now...
but i can tell you that my heart break into billion & billion & billion of pieces....
Hurt till I cant breath...

Dont even have the mood to write here....
Its enough for today......
I hope he will know his mistake.......
God, bless me plz......

KL City

Our shopping day start on this day....
Go go go shoppingholic...^^


Suria KLCC

LRT Station

Remember

爱有多少,
付出也要有多少...
爱情不是单行的,
情人的好更不是理所当然的...
而是要好好珍惜...
生气时， 想想他（她）的可爱，
抱怨时， 想想他（她）的委屈，
冷战时， 想想他（她）的温暖，
俩人都懂得付出，
爱就会永久~~~~
毕竟，
找到真心相爱的人并不容易，
不要轻言放弃这难得的缘分...
不要失去之后才来后悔留下一辈子的遗憾...

Last Day in Genting

The third Day in Genting...
Cloudy and cold weather...
Nose n ear pain...
Even lips bleeding...

Theme Park Hotel~

Box Office~

Gate of outdoor Games~

Map~

In the hotel lobby stairs~

Our Room~

Temple In Genting:

End..........
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