Sunday, May 25, 2014

Being A Mom

After coming home from the hospital with my baby girl, I was totally exhausted and pain with the wound during the process of giving birth!  It was a good experience anyway (natural birth), after the pain of giving birth and started the pain of lack of sleep from now on with a screaming baby!

1st Day:
I am totally blurr about how to handle a crying baby alone in the hospital!  I am hoping that someone could help me but non of the nurse are willing.  So I had to figure out how to change the lampin, how to wrap her up and how to clean her and last how to calm my screaming baby!  After fainted due to tiredness (3 days without sleep before giving birth) and due to GH have not enough bedroom, I try to be strong and wait for visit hours for my hubby!

2nd Day:
After another night without sleep, I pray that doctor will release me from the hospital!  Early in the morning the doctors came over to check of mom and baby and I jumped up with happiness when the doctor says that I can go home by today!  I called up my hubby by 1130am to pick us home!

Our new life had just started with our princess... and there is lots of things to learn!  Now counting down 40days of confinement.

"Cant do this cant do that cant eat this cant eat that............. bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla"

All my time are breast feeding, eat, pump milk for storage, make her sleep, change her lampin, sleep, etc etc.  And myself?  Totally in a mess!

Thursday, May 22, 2014

The Almost Moment

It was my last day of work and hubby and I are preparing everything for our baby, she will be born ANYTIME now!  So I went to the salon to do a hair cut and hair wash too because during the confinement I cant wash my hair and NOT even bath!  OMG!  I cant think of it anymore!!  LOL 

It is hard to "climb" up the chair to wash my hair.  Baby are kicking very hard!  It was like she is excited to getting a hair wash instead! LOL

tadaaaaaa
Actually I forget to snap a picture of after grooming, so I used also an after grooming picture of mine taken last year.  I seldom snap after grooming picture cause I think every time is almost the same... LOL Then after the hair-do hubby bring me to do some shopping and eat some good food as I will eat unsalted food and lock at home for 40days!
before going to hospital
At the same day too!  When I went to the toilet by 3am in the midnight, I saw blood stain.  Then, hubby prepared to bring me to the hospital but to calm my nervousness I reject to go to the hospital at this time so we continue lay on bed till it is morning!  I cant believe I still can stand till morning!  haha!  Everyone was so nervous for me yet I still lay back on the bed!  LOL!  Then, I went to the hospital by 5am after a bath and a breakfast!

Later I were ask to stay in the hospital till "it" is open till 4cm (currently 2cm) to be bring down to the delivery room.

Throwback to a week ago.............................