Word hard to say

I have a lot of things in my head...
but, hard for me to open my mouth...
i just hope tat he will know...
i pray day n night...
hope that the hard time pass...

Hard to express my feeling...
thats my weakness that everyone knows...
i hope that you know what is in my heart...
i keep silently in my heart for myself...
hope that 1 day u will know that i never leave u no matter what...
I hope u appreciate whatever i done jx specially for you...

well.......
billions of word in me hard to tell you......
so...i keep it in myself...

Just tell you that i always here to support you no matter what...
I always be with you...
I will not leave you even u become "yi wu shuo you"...
Hope you understand what i mean......