Being A Mom

After coming home from the hospital with my baby girl, I was totally exhausted and pain with the wound during the process of giving birth!  It was a good experience anyway (natural birth), after the pain of giving birth and started the pain of lack of sleep from now on with a screaming baby!

1st Day:

I am totally blurr about how to handle a crying baby alone in the hospital!  I am hoping that someone could help me but non of the nurse are willing.  So I had to figure out how to change the lampin, how to wrap her up and how to clean her and last how to calm my screaming baby!  After fainted due to tiredness (3 days without sleep before giving birth) and due to GH have not enough bedroom, I try to be strong and wait for visit hours for my hubby!

2nd Day:

After another night without sleep, I pray that doctor will release me from the hospital!  Early in the morning the doctors came over to check of mom and baby and I jumped up with happiness when the doctor says that I can go home by today!  I called up my hubby by 1130am to pick us home!

Our new life had just started with our princess... and there is lots of things to learn!  Now counting down 40days of confinement.

"Cant do this cant do that cant eat this cant eat that............. bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla"

All my time are breast feeding, eat, pump milk for storage, make her sleep, change her lampin, sleep, etc etc.  And myself?  Totally in a mess!

The Almost Moment

It was my last day of work and hubby and I are preparing everything for our baby, she will be born ANYTIME now!  So I went to the salon to do a hair cut and hair wash too because during the confinement I cant wash my hair and NOT even bath!  OMG!  I cant think of it anymore!!  LOL 

It is hard to "climb" up the chair to wash my hair.  Baby are kicking very hard!  It was like she is excited to getting a hair wash instead! LOL

tadaaaaaa

Actually I forget to snap a picture of after grooming, so I used also an after grooming picture of mine taken last year.  I seldom snap after grooming picture cause I think every time is almost the same... LOL Then after the hair-do hubby bring me to do some shopping and eat some good food as I will eat unsalted food and lock at home for 40days!

before going to hospital

At the same day too!  When I went to the toilet by 3am in the midnight, I saw blood stain.  Then, hubby prepared to bring me to the hospital but to calm my nervousness I reject to go to the hospital at this time so we continue lay on bed till it is morning!  I cant believe I still can stand till morning!  haha!  Everyone was so nervous for me yet I still lay back on the bed!  LOL!  Then, I went to the hospital by 5am after a bath and a breakfast!

Later I were ask to stay in the hospital till "it" is open till 4cm (currently 2cm) to be bring down to the delivery room.

Throwback to a week ago.............................

Mum To Be

I was sick for 4 days yet doctor say i am just over stress so giving me a lot of medicine but I feel something are not so right so my hubby buy a pregnancy tester and guess what we get?

I am pregnant!  Lucky that baby is very healthy although i ate so much medicine!  Its a gift from God!  Thanks to the Lord!  Then we started to prepare a lot of baby stuff and read a thousand of article about pregnancy and baby!

"In my flesh I see the mark of God"

Being pregnant is one of the greatest gifts that can be experienced!  We are discussing about our unborn baby's gender, it’s a GIRL or BOY?  Then my hubby decided to do some experiment…  When he is around, I will feel like vomiting but wont really did.  Once he walk away, I will vomit like there is no tomorrow!  Gosh!!  It was super uncomfortable!!  Then, he says that is a GIRL!  Even we knew that this wont be 100% accurate but my hubby believes his six sense!

But both of us agree that, its is not important on the gender, we just want him/her to be healthy.  That is all that really matters!  And I started to get hungry every hours!  OMG!!  This make me gain more weight even my baby bump is still not so obvious!  I cant imagine when it grows even bigger next month!

Then, my dad pass us two christian baby names book for our reference.  Those books are from my birth date till now!

"Dear.... This listing  job pass to you ohh... Then decide together ok?" my hubby said to me with his finger on my lips.

Non of the name approve by my hubby.  I agree that it is not unique enough!  So still looking for the special name!  Everyone were asking us what is his/her nickname and we cant think of any.  Last we just call our baby as BABY!  Simple nick! LOL

Baby and Outfit

I guess to all Malaysian, Sunday was the most nervous day ever!  0505, vote for a better Malaysia!  I am not voting this year as I cant make it for the register!  But I want to have a better place to live in too! Unfortunately, its still the old Malaysia which make most Malaysian disappointed. 

A late post for my baby boy! My baby Jordon's 3 years birthday is on Sunday!  I dint make it special this year for him but I bought him his favorite treats!  He was happy thou... :)

My cutie baby boy!

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(3)  Taken 3 years back at the beach when he was 5 months old

My baby boy and I

My precious baby boy, mummy love you so damn much!  

Outfit Post

This was also a late post for yesterday!

Everyone goes black 0605 yesterday because of the election which was unfair, but I wear the opposite of it.  For me, never gives up hope!  Take the fade and believes there are still a brighter path in front!

How about having WHITE + BLUE?

My outfit for a "black" monday

I am giving myself an original outfit for OL, clean ponytail, white blouse bought at KL 3 years ago, and a blue shirt with strips above the belt also bought 3 years ago at Boulevard Mall Kuching.  Lastly, my pink bag and a pink hand-phone cover from boyfie!

Forgive me for my messy table :)

See also:

The Perfect Match

Finally, F3

Its always my dream to have my very own camera.  I cannot take a good self picture without a secondary cam in front.  So I need cam which can take self picture easily, clear image and video recording.  

Then, I found this!

my new travel buddy!

I can't wait till I off from work and playing with my "buddy" with my baby Jordon and Fluffy!  Here come some of the picture I took with Nex-f3.  ALL photos upload without any single editing.  

me in our company uniform :)

my naughty precious baby boy

Fluffy, our good boy

when two babies meet

kiss from fluffy to all

And this is what we call panorama:

Finally, I bought it myself so it wont be a problem when comes to travelling which I always borrow from cousins.  Now, I have my own cam which I really really like!  

Nex f3 save me from self portrait problems!  Yeahh yeahh!!